For LIGHT THIS CANDLE lyrics click here DOWN TO EARTH: Funhouse of Mirrors ©1999 Marian Mastrorilli At times like these I am certain I have nothing to say Worn-out observations Chase my spirit away I stumble down backroads and alleys I know I've been down them before I can't seem to get where I'm going I can't take this wandering much more Can I find my way out of this funhouse of mirrors These hundreds of pathways and doors Can I gather my thoughts into something coherent Before they spin out of control At times like these I am certain The well has finally run dry And I will be like Tommy Again deaf, dumb and blind Missing who I used to be Cursing who I've become Another bitter used-to-be Mourning my days in the sun Can I find my way out of this funhouse of mirrors Can I find my way out of this song Can I cut myself just a little slack Call it a day and move on I've finally reached the conclusion A conclusion is not to be found 'Cause I can drive myself crazy Drive ideas into the ground Why Do I ©2003 Marian Mastrorilli Why do I Try to reach your soul You're just a guy I barely know I can't let go Still I hope to catch your eye Even though I'm not your type Why do I Care that you don't care I'm over here, you're over there I can't let go And I'm not ready to try Even though I'm not your type If we don't have a real connection I won't take it personally Your ivory towers of perfection Have no room for someone like me Why do I Why do I Let you get to me In the Moment ©2003 Marian Mastrorilli/Craig Fox A current runs through The canyons of my world It is my oxygen It makes me whole It carries me far Past the walls of my house It erases the silence The choir of doubts Oh to be in the moment Oh this is my bliss It doesn't get better No it doesn't get better than this It's like solving a puzzle Or finding a key To wide open spaces And spaces between Or gazing at stars From a faraway field Closing the gaps Of what's fake and what's real Oh to be in the moment Oh this is my bliss It doesn't get better No it doesn't get better than this Oh to be in the moment Free of regrets Beyond expectations Of what happens next Oh to be in the moment Oh this is my bliss It doesn't get better No it doesn't get better It doesn't get better It doesn't get better than this The Way I Feel ©2001 Marian Mastrorilli I've been lying to my doctor Say I'm getting rest I lie awake for hours Caught up in a mess This can't go on And though I am not sleeping My dreams they linger on Playing out the same old scenes And the same old songs This can't go on It comes and goes, I can't control The way I feel Runs hot and cold, it's getting old The way I feel I've been lying to my doctor Say I'm overtired Frayed around the edges I'm fired up and wired This can't go on Got to understand the deeper meaning of it all 'Cause I am the author of the writing on the wall This can't go on It comes and goes, I can't control The way I feel Runs hot and cold, it's getting old The way I feel Look into this statue's eyes They're haunted, but they're not alive Look close enough and you may see The breaking of reality I've been lying to myself I cannot get outside my head 'Cause I haven't been myself I can't get out of bed This can't go on Moving like a dancer In a shady old man bar Always give away too much I always go too far This can't go on It comes and goes, I can't control The way I feel Runs hot and cold, it's getting old The way I feel   Just About Me ©2001 Charlene Donohue We planned our future, closely entwined We were unified, body and mind The closer that we got the weaker you became Now there's no need to assign any blame Because it's not about us It's just about me My heart now loses out to my sanity No more emotion clouding reality Because it's not about us, no It's just about me We had our good times That I can't dismiss Fond memories of wedded bliss And what you did does not take all that goodness away But without trust I cannot stay Because it's not about us It's just about me My heart now loses out to my sanity No more emotion clouding reality Because it's not about us, no It's just about me You'll go your way and I'll go mine Maybe I'll see you around sometime We'll smile and reminisce Maybe share one last kiss Then I'll turn around and just walk away Because it's not about us It's just about me...